Clenched Fists.

[anxiety & happy] Clenched fists -- this was my unconscious attempt to contain the anxious energy flowing through my mind, through my body. ..take a look for yourself:       It was pretty eye-opening to see it captured clear as day. irrefutable evidence of the anxiety that rushed within. to realize that everything you were trying [...]


Goodbye, Chicago – or on letting go

[letting go & happy] I think it's time to let go. I, like many, have held on to some things that aren't benefiting me or my happy. Mostly, I think it's time to let go of expectations, of what will or could or may never be. I think we'd all be a bit happier if [...]


[patience & happy] Patience. i'm learning that i don't have much of it. probably because it feels like i've been practicing it and waiting for the past 10-, maybe 15 years of my life. waiting to leave home (for college, for anywhere). waiting to leave college (for graduate school, for "life"). waiting to finish graduate [...]

Confession #1: being stuck in traffic heals me

The posts to follow (if all goes as planned...which it usually doesn’t so we’ll see how well this works. or for how long it works, which tends to more accurately be the case and story of my life). Where was I? Oh yes, the posts to follow are random confessions. Shorter than these. Just snippets [...]