I want to share a secret..

I want to share a secret whisper it in your ear put it out into the universe just loud enough for me to hear speak it into existence create it as I say it I want to share a secret to admit to you my hope a dream I might keep dreaming and act to [...]


Lost. /things I miss/

Pt 1 (written January 2017) "Isis is persecuting Christians and Catholics all over the world, just like democrats are persecuting us Catholics here in the U.S." -said during Prayer of the Faithful And with that, my spiritual space crumbled beneath me. Or at least it felt that way. I am the first to admit my [...]

An open letter to friendships faded and friendships lost.

[being over a thousand miles away from both cities that helped build me has left a lot of unconscious space for thinking about the relationships that have faded over the past 10 years or so. I learned that I'm good at fading. In some ways, it's felt safer than tear-filled goodbyes or clear-cut it over. [...]


I think Parenthood is ruining/enlightening me. Clouds? ...? yeah, yeah, I got it friend..you need some exploring, right? yeah. I got you. Let's explore. I've been binge-watching marathoning Parenthood on Netflix. It's a great show about family and relationships. about the ups and the downs. about marriage and divorce and disabilities and addiction... mostly, it's [...]


[bitterness & happy] It's been a minute so a quick reminder about my intention behind this latest set of posts (latest as in "I've actually only posted one in the set due to busy schedule, overwork, stress, and general overwhelm" latest). So yes, this latest set is meant to reflect on (negative?) traits imposed upon [...]

10 reasons I’m awesome

10 reasons I’m awesome I’m tired of confessing. it started to make me think too much. and question too much. mostly, question myself. So, I’m stopping. Still confessing and reflecting. but again, more privately. Anyways-also-probably, I think 10 is a good number to end on. Sooo I figured some lists of reasons-and-things-and-whatever-i-feel-like-making-lists-about were in order. [...]

Confession #4: I think I have alcoholic tendencies…or maybe just good coping skills

Confession #4: I think I have alcoholic tendencies…or maybe just good coping skills So yeah, I haven’t quite decided which it is yet. ((and I’m open to the possibility of lots-o judging on this one. I think I’ve come to accept this given how much I’ve been putting myself out there, out here, as of [...]