Infuse your life — or lesson learned in the sunset

3 weeks. That's how long I've been in Miami come tomorrow. so what's it been like, Clouds? shitty, that's what. ...umm are you gonna explore, Clouds, because that's kinda vague...and sad. of course, friend. Let's go. ...actually, before we go, I wanna share a quick side note: it may not seem like it at first, [...]


Go out and get busy. — or as i am…in this moment.

"If you want to conquer fear, don't sit at home and think about it. GO out and get busy." Dale Carnegie i miss being motivated. i miss working out every day. i miss eating healthy.  i miss praying daily. i miss dancing. i miss enjoying football or watching movies or reading. i miss being able [...]

I be workin’ on my ishhh — or, where i’ve been

Iggy Azalea inspires me to ((want to)) stay up all night and work on my shit. while she's probably talking about hustling, grinding, and more explicit activities as portrayed in the video (instead of more sheltered activities like writing or reading or professional development), it's still motivating. Unfortunately, there's too much ish to even attempt [...]

“concentrating on falling apart” — or on rebuilding

We're concentrating on falling apart. We were contenders, we're throwing the fight But I just wanna believe..." -- Brand New i should be sleeping. more so than most nights probably. but i'm not. mostly-probably-perhaps because i find myself stuck in that vicious cycle. again. you know, that one that causes me to fight til i'm [...]

Seeing them dance – or city away from the city

Seeing them. Dancing with one another. Family. Friends. Interacting. Happily. Made me want a piece of it. I think I could have it back “home.” But probably only in a dysfunctional sorta way. Honestly, it’s probably all dysfunctional to a certain point most likely. It just works because those around are just as eff’ed up [...]