In a different life, today…

In a different life, today... I might be celebrating 10 years with you perhaps still unaware that unhappiness isn't a necessary part of life ...or love assuming that the highs and lows are a personal fault an "I must have done something wrong" mistaken ideal one you never seemed to concern yourself with or seek [...]

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we ain’t kids no more…

I'm sitting at one of my favorite Starbucks in Miami, staring out the window at the sky. On my left, the sky is covered in ominous clouds that threaten rain and fill me with a tinge of despair. On my right, a bright light blue sky with white streaks of shapeless clouds fills me with [...]

Cognitive Dissonance — or, remind me who I am

I've been having this struggle lately (/slash/ not-so-lately) and I was thinking maybe you've been there too. Or maybe you'll be there someday. Or maybe you've seen someone who's been there. Or...whatever, the point is I asked myself, what's the best thing to do when I'm struggling a bit? explore, of course. sooo....shall we? [and [...]

Chipped.

I think Parenthood is ruining/enlightening me. Clouds? ...? yeah, yeah, I got it friend..you need some exploring, right? yeah. I got you. Let's explore. I've been binge-watching marathoning Parenthood on Netflix. It's a great show about family and relationships. about the ups and the downs. about marriage and divorce and disabilities and addiction... mostly, it's [...]

rebel without a cause — or, my mission

I tend to see myself as very adaptable. flexible. floating through life like a leaf being carried by the ever changing winds. a bit poetic, no? Alright Clouds, where are we going with this? Well, I was thinking at how not good that can be at times. Explore? Of course, friend. So first, let's just [...]

Infuse your life — or lesson learned in the sunset

3 weeks. That's how long I've been in Miami come tomorrow. so what's it been like, Clouds? shitty, that's what. ...umm are you gonna explore, Clouds, because that's kinda vague...and sad. of course, friend. Let's go. ...actually, before we go, I wanna share a quick side note: it may not seem like it at first, [...]

fight the flight — or where I’ve been

So according to my WordPress notifications, I started this journey 4 years ago, with ramblings at midnight, taking a leap of faith that included putting myself out there, out here, in the interweb, open to judgment from friends and strangers. For the most part, I think it's worked out. I've gotten to hear from people [...]