“God knows I’ve failed but He knows that I’ve tried.”

[failure and happy] "God knows I've failed but He knows that I've tried..." it's true. I've failed. lots. This is pretty much how I've felt lately. And I don't think I'm alone in this. ...but, I've also been thinking that this isn't necessarily a bad thing. Or at least, it doesn't have to be. Life [...]


the last year of my life basically felt like a bad run-on sentence — or under construction.

the last year of my life basically felt like a bad run-on sentence. it just kept going, and going, losing the intended focus. with no solid punctuations. and just bad instead of poetic as previously assumed. let's explore. [change & happy] I feel like I've been complaining a lot lately. on it's own, that's fine. [...]

Confession #2: boys make me fat

Confession #2: boys make me fat It’s true. Partially. Okay, not really. There's a lot of personal responsibility I'm leaving out. Let me elaborate. I’ve written before about how the good part of the vicious cycle is being completely comfortable with another and engaging in enjoyable activities such as food and drinking alcoholic beverages (mostly [...]

“concentrating on falling apart” — or on rebuilding

We're concentrating on falling apart. We were contenders, we're throwing the fight But I just wanna believe..." -- Brand New i should be sleeping. more so than most nights probably. but i'm not. mostly-probably-perhaps because i find myself stuck in that vicious cycle. again. you know, that one that causes me to fight til i'm [...]